She Makes Me Feel Loved

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Today was very difficult for me. I recently lost someone I cared for very deeply and I'm allowing myself to feel the pain. I'm usually pretty closed off to emotion and I've been uninterested in opening up to anyone for a long time. But, for this person I opened. And now, I am feeling what people feel when you lose a real connection. Perhaps that's why I need to reconnect with the one woman in my life who has ever really made me feel as if I am loved. My grandmother does that for me.